Bed Time

I can’t go to bed

Knowing that the last voice I don’t hear is yours

It’s like a trap without the noise

Hearing your voice each night is a choice

Like the bells ringing to rejoice

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Save Me because I can’t do it alone

Save me
Save me from this place called home
It’s like living all alone
Where your mind becomes your escape and your spirit is gone
Only wishing for God to hurry up and answer the phone
If only your true emotions were shown
It’s like dialing the numbers of the phone and no ones there to even listen to the dial tone
Save me
So I can be on my way to a loving home
And tell God I’ll call him when I need a friend to depend on

 

 

 

Dear Best Friend

“When you find out that your crush has been crushing on you “
I remember my sophomore year of high school when I meet you in medical terminology I never would’ve thought we would build on something that ended up in a friendship. At first we were innocent teenagers with a lot of ego that didn’t seem to match up but, then a spark happened and the next man blew it out.
We continued to stay friends but we both knew we were more than just two friends that hung out when one of us was alone and needed to see a smiling face every now and then. That spark never went away even after we departed from being something to nothing. You always told me that you never stopped loving me. I could never say anything back because once upon a time I loved you until you gave up on me. You gave up on us and the trust we had was so little. I was the insecure one while you were the one trying to show me how secure I was with you. But I was young and In denial I couldn’t view myself with someone like you… now all I can do is look back on what I should have or how it would be with a man like you that I considered a friend . I can’t stop caring or wanting to know how it would be if we decided to take a leap on faith. Truth be told I rather love you from a distance because if we break each other heart we both can’t come from it again.
We use to “ crush on each other “ but now we’re broken apart

Undo Time

Feeling used but I’m still wanting you

Can’t stop thinking about you

All this time has passed by and I still can remember how your lips felt pressed against mine

I wish we could press rewind

Sexual Relaps

Show tonight

Lets get down and dirty

Show you right

I get on the pole and do the things you like

Turn off the lights

It’s going down tonight

No more talking

Lets get excited and tease your body

 

Blinding Shade

I can’t be mad at you because all I want is to get closer to you like magnets

It’s nothing but attraction but when we get together it’s nothing but static

Isn’t that tragic

When I look into your eyes I feel nothing but magic

Then you become my distraction

Fabricating all your tactics

Your Treatment

I don’t let my walls down but when I’m with you all I do is drown
when we are together I don’t ever frown
I don’t let too many people in but you get admission
You have all my attention
You are the one I continue to keep on missing
When I think of us I think a forever in the past I never thought I would’ve found my treasure

God created my other half

I prayed and asked God to send me a man that understands me and my flaws. Months later God sent me an angel named Pryce . At first I was scared and I wasn’t able to open up to him the way that he wanted me to. I was in denial of ever feeling that a man was able to love me the way I wanted to be loved.For years I felt trapped. I felt like I was alone and I didn’t want to be alone anymore. I wanted to open my heart to the right person at the time I felt like I was opening up to the wrong person. But then he showed me that he truly loved me.I knew he loved me because even though I was lying to him he stuck beside me because he wasn’t ready to let me go without giving me a fair chance. Then I knew that I was right where I was supposed to be. He was different any other man would’ve left me after all the lies I told. When I realized how much he cared for me I knew I had to change. I had to change to protect his heart , to choose his love , to cater to him. I wanted to be the best woman I could ever be to make him happy and put a smile on his face. He deserved everything in me. I was scared at first ,but I wanted to love this man more than I even loved myself. Because I knew he loved me more than he loved his self sometimes ,he showed it.

My Trophy

Girls are looked as trophies

In a guys eyes

We all know that this is no surprise

Most look to fill their trophy cases

With trophies from different places

But there is seven percent of guys just like me

It is hard being in the shadow of ninety three

I just want one trophy

And I have always been hoping that I could have one

The one that I can look back on

Having a life time of memories

Knowing that I love her

She is my one and only

Nothing can come above her

She has my heart in her hands

Without her there is no happiness

I look at our pictures and say this is where life begins

My love for you is strong

I just hope you can handle it

I only ask one thing

Please don’t abandon me

Because your the only girl I see

You are my greastest accomplishment

That is why your my trophy

Written By: Pryce Sullivan

**Dedicated to Caitlin Washington**

Closer to you

The closer I get to you

It becomes hard to be without you

The closer I get to you

I found myself latching on to you

Every second I’m away from you

I can’t stop thinking about you

I love you and don’t even want to wonder what it would be like without you

Every Saturday we are joined at the hip

wherever you go I follow

Like a shadow that never disappear

 Every second I’m away from you

It feels like my breath is taken away

I love you

All I want is to be closer to you

*** Dedicated to Pryce Sullivan***