Someone

Someone
Someone loved me through the bad times even when there was many nights I cried
I thought I lost you ,but you said you can’t stop loving me overnight even though I wasn’t treating you right
I was foolish for ever thinking I could ever find someone better
You are the man that I could only see myself loving forever
Someone like you taught me how to be a better woman inside and out
I can only thank you for showing me the proper way of loving someone
Someone like you
God blessed me with allowing you to love someone like me

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Mommy’s Possible Angel

Lately , I’ve been thinking about my progress and how my life may end up playing another role. If God does bless me with an angel, even though I’m young I would not regret you. I would cherish you and love you in every way. I will give you all of me even when I’m on empty. I will show you the world and never abandon you like my mother and father did to me. I will love you more than I love myself. I will listen when you have a problem and wipe away your tears when you’re sad. I will try my best as your mama to put a smile on your face for the rest of my days. – Mommy’s possible angel

Dear God

Over the  years I came to realize that all things aren’t meant for me

All things aren’t meant  to go my way

Over the years I’ve noticed how I began to take things for granted

I refuse to hold myself back due to other peoples’ judgement

Listening to others instead of myself I began to notice how I lost myself , confidence , integrity especially my smile

I feel as if I lost everything

From the car I drive to the bed I lay in isn’t mine

Both are just material things

I want to be whole again

“Solid”

Make me feel worthy of life

Make me feel like I have a plan

Guided me so I can’t make a wrong turn

And I promise God , I’ll be alright

 

 

Save Me because I can’t do it alone

Save me
Save me from this place called home
It’s like living all alone
Where your mind becomes your escape and your spirit is gone
Only wishing for God to hurry up and answer the phone
If only your true emotions were shown
It’s like dialing the numbers of the phone and no ones there to even listen to the dial tone
Save me
So I can be on my way to a loving home
And tell God I’ll call him when I need a friend to depend on

 

 

 

Dear Best Friend

“When you find out that your crush has been crushing on you “
I remember my sophomore year of high school when I meet you in medical terminology I never would’ve thought we would build on something that ended up in a friendship. At first we were innocent teenagers with a lot of ego that didn’t seem to match up but, then a spark happened and the next man blew it out.
We continued to stay friends but we both knew we were more than just two friends that hung out when one of us was alone and needed to see a smiling face every now and then. That spark never went away even after we departed from being something to nothing. You always told me that you never stopped loving me. I could never say anything back because once upon a time I loved you until you gave up on me. You gave up on us and the trust we had was so little. I was the insecure one while you were the one trying to show me how secure I was with you. But I was young and In denial I couldn’t view myself with someone like you… now all I can do is look back on what I should have or how it would be with a man like you that I considered a friend . I can’t stop caring or wanting to know how it would be if we decided to take a leap on faith. Truth be told I rather love you from a distance because if we break each other heart we both can’t come from it again.
We use to “ crush on each other “ but now we’re broken apart

Undo Time

Feeling used but I’m still wanting you

Can’t stop thinking about you

All this time has passed by and I still can remember how your lips felt pressed against mine

I wish we could press rewind